Wednesday, February 5, 2014

The twain shall meet


Photo Cortsey: Fight_Club_by_evil_penguins

So after many days 
we sit across the table
yes you and me
as if we are parts of a fable

there are lines, thin, but tensed
while i am all whines 
about feelings which no one sensed

So I start the talk
with a fetch of a small walk
"Where have you been these days
A bug and a furrow and happiness like sorrow"

He winks waves wanders mellows
Cause he looks sullen with the sun yellow
He says, then thinks, perches his lips and again winks
The words just linger but not long enough to chide the finger

He thinks and thinks
while I contemplate
was it a yin or a yang
or just plain words that killed him off his slumber

I never saw him agitated so much
like a nurse with the tip of a death stench
He was not someone who would wait
and wait to answer what he never knew
but then today he waited
at my jibe he waited

we both knew that the cacophony had to emanate soon
the clothes he wore were to be shed soon

a million coffers down and a zillion oaths sworn

I asked him again not of his absence
but of his ominous presence 
of his stock hair and stoic pretence

Finally he graced me with words
fit enough to be a kings hearse
He said that he never knew angst nor disdain
he felt that now maybe his feelings too weren't his own

Stuck between a mirage of gloom
and a sea of bloom
He never knew if it was guilt bequeathed 
or sun kissed weed
Days of commonality were just a denomination
absence of happiness was just a mere absolution

we agreed that dejection was me
not feeling adequate was me 
fun frolic faith was but me
appearances drooled while the world in which i lived ruled

It has been long when the you and me have little differences
It was like a homecoming cause the we was me
the twain were me 
soon we met and we met for good
cause the disdain was but me

~Harsha

Thursday, October 17, 2013

A view from the clouds

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rooi k faahe, rakhe hue hai hawa me
reh reh k dehek rahe hai wo kal rat k koyale
sigri k dhua abhi hata nahi hai
naya din abhi hua nahi hai
rat ki thandak chadar ke karine se abhi bhi tapak rahi hai
tumhari yad abhi tak chati nahi hai

sannata kahi bana hua hai, beichaini kahi thami hui hai
unchaiee kaat nahi sakti, sachai  jo badal nahi sakti
kahaani ne mod aisa lia hai jaise kisine us kirdar ki maut ko see dia hai
kirdar wo aj bhi hai, karzdar tum aj bhi ho
par ab jald karz ka matlab nahi rahega, kyunki shayad ab us mol k astitv nahi rahega

baadal abhi bhi utne hi besharam hai, reh reh k rang badalte hai
poocho to kehte hai bebak ki mei wo nahi jisse tum kal mile the
kaise samjhau unhe mei; ki sirf roop aur vesh me tum nahi ho
uske andar jo tum ho shayad; ab tum samajjhte ho ki wo tum nahi ho

mei reh jata hu fir se meri kahani lekar, shuruat ko ek nae duhai dekar
kya badla tha ajtak jo ab badlega, kash aisa socha hota to kya kuch badla hota
ab neeche log dikhne lage hai , aur dikhne lage hai ghar aur sadke
kuch samay mei, mei bhi in logo me aur inki galio me hounga
par fir bhi waha badalte baadlo jaise log hoenge, aur hounga me is soch me
ki kab hoengi cheezein waisi jaisi chahi thi, kahani aisi jaisi likhi thi
rooi k faahe, rakhe hue hai hawa me
sigri k dhua abhi bhi hata nahi hai
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A view from my planes window had me thinking of the beauty that I always see.
~Harsha

Friday, September 20, 2013

I may, maybe

And I found happiness, knew how to appreciate it but then it was when I was sad;
And I found solace,knew how respite felt like but that was when I was struck in the midst of a crowd;

Am I moving too fast or has the sloth muffled me
Am I smiling cause I know not to cry

Should I appreciate it now that I can seek what I want
Or should I stay and be sad cause it at the first place taught me, to respect

Should I run as walking leaves that sore
or should I loose cause winning makes me immune

When its so sad why do u add up
When things are bad why do we not pack up

let me pack you up
run myself over my lips
right my woes and put it in my books
and then
and then burn my half of the books

Cause you are just a phase
A guy who has just been in a rage
Rage will swell and then pride will fall
I wish the guy to stand tall

And if you stand even then
maybe then sometime we can still maybe then
we can sit and call names which
would be happy to hear and bring us some cheer
cause that is what would make us more of the man
and you less of the moron

Or should I even think about it,
should I
may I

I may, maybe
or maybe not

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

kash bat alag hoti

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Kitni bar tumne isko toda
Kitni bar waqt ne muh moda
Par chahta nahi tha tu samajhna
Na manna na pehchanna
Ki soch rahegi ye abhi ya shayad kabhi nahi

Ek jawab tumhare pas bhi hai
Aur hai ek sawal mere pas bhi
Tum chaho to yahi hogi zindagi apni
Aur chaho tum to hogi ek beete kahani meri

Yad aunga mei tumhe ek galti ki tarah
Aur yad rahogi tum mujhe ek ehsaas ki tarah

Na rukunga mei aur na rukogi tum
Tum rahogi aisi hi aur mei rahunga waise hi

Bas sath alag hoga
Bat alag hogi

Fir mei todunga apne apko
Aur tab bhi nae samjhunga
Kyunki samajhna mei kabhi chahta nae tha

Kash tum hoti kash hota mei
Kash

~Harsha

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

clarity

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RUN with might
FIND evidences for what you believe
DRIVE with passion
EARN to settle plight

CREATE yourself
And feel that no motherfucker can taint you, maim you
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My head wobbled back with the swerving ideas.
It hadn't been such impatient before, with those succulent thoughts.
But nowadays I am losing it more often than not.
I hide between myself.

Damning philosophies and berserk debates rattle in my ears,
Things half said, thoughts half rotten malign me.
Is it the work that has taken its toll on me,
or have I obviated life of life itself

Things are now tasks, difficulties are now processes
Randomness is maiming itself, creating airs for those jiffy clean processes

And no I don't like this
A clear sky laughs behind a clear mind
A road of clarity triggers me of my haplessness
The clutter was me, the stench the turmoil was me
The land at the road's end with all that commotion was me
Somebody has tried to kill me, by saving me from this death

This I never wanted
With a life better placed
But with a place better wasted
Sadness now doesn't pain me
Its the emptiness which kills me

I am afraid to head home early after a tiring day
Not because of drudgeries of officiating administration
But because of the fear of nothing to do
I am tired not from work but from the dearth of it

I am a hollow mind now, my body had long lost its charm
But this mind was not supposed to act in this penance
I tried counting the new people whom I met earlier
I tried searching for friends for fresh air
But the numbers on fingers made my fingers look too big

Every night I return back as the lone rider
And just as and when I am about to stop fear cringes
And throttle twinges to let the ride go some more
To a road not taken, to a streetlight yet virgin
Delinquency to move one more block

Fear is sidelining everything,
And that too so much that the courage to drive on is,
basically, fear pushing me to drive on

~Harsha

Monday, July 1, 2013

Choose your God

Image Courtsey : perfectionist_ all together
GOD: All powerful, miraculous maryada purshottam.
All 3 above fit the bill.

Let us agree over the truthfulness of what I think.
I think that there is no god. And this truth literally sucks big time for the folowers and the non followers.

But my issue is not with me not following or with people following but with people who are more than the fence sitters.
See fence sitters too are real.
This is about people who actually are disjointed between what they are and what they show to be.

Picture this by a close friend.

"I really hate all this worshipping. It is so superstitious.
But yes I believe that Ram exists.
"

I don't know if my anger is really justified but then the debate still remains. Atleast with me it remains.
Now be bloody clear in your mind. If you believe in Ram then how can you call worshipping him and other things superstitious. At the first stage your Ram is a story.
He never existed nor would he ever will.
But chalo lets get over it and for your better good lets believe he exists.
In that case his worshipping too is respectful.

Dont try to act the cool dude in public who is so super cool who believes that rituals are blind faith, superstition.
Or sometimes with the super god theory.
That I dont believe in these gods but yes I believe in super powers.

So it means your intelligence has made you believe that all this Ram, Shiv, Allah, Jesus is a myth after all.
But still your hogwash makes you bang your head over that supergod.

So please read more, explore more question more. Even I am doing the same.
Why bound yourself to what your Hindu/ Muslim/ blah blah parents made you think.

See at the first place you never were a Hindu.
You were comfortably tagged this. Go choose your religion, choose your fucking god.

OK its not your fault. It is mine I think.
I hate your double standards.
How much I hate this bullcrap called as God I would still stay atleast stay true to yourself.
Moron be clear of what you think.
No double standards please.

With your Ram causing havoc in people's love, with you being offended for words against Allah, with you believing that your efforts are not yours but because Jesus has steered you.Enough.
I hate you guys enough, don't give me more reasons.

~Harsha

Saturday, May 25, 2013

the killing impatience

by ~AlesyaSokol


See it was not easy.
Not easy for me atleast.I dread days and hours kill me. My speech is maimed while I ruthlessly want to stab me.
It is not that I am not strong, it is just that I am impatient.
Impatient like a dead duck, being dragged by a dog after the heist from the farmers lawn.
I will fiddle and let my will twiddle.

But never ever I would say that I harp sadness.
I conjure madness but sadness no I never feel so.

But feeling something, saying something and doing something else is what is human I think.
The way Adam would have fucked Eve behind the sink.

You see the horizon waiting for it to meet, I seethe through the end to make my eyes feel the bend
cause I know there is no horizon never and what you see is just my eyes playing fever

darkness has evaded me now, I dont call it darkness anymore
it is the new sun now
Patience has belittled me, I see the new wait now...

Days pass as if I sleep
Sleep has shots as f that is the only place awake

I keep asking in rhetorics now
my peers meanwhile seeing me in historic wow
they said,you have to be there to see that 
I say,
you have to see that to be there

There is no right answer I was once told 
that is old with a little hint of bold

There aint no right question if it has got a right answer
This is an irony which makes even great minds falter

Cause tell me if I could answer your questions
then your questions wont be questions anymore

your answers a puzzle falling filthily flat 
like that remorseful drizzle

Oh leave it, I will keep asking myself
why it all started
maybe the 1000 things that have got this fire started
I still squirm when I am in the pool
To see if water can take out what is guzzling in minds fool

A fire has started
again
and i wait for answers with little but yet with my part of this,
bargain

And here it is where we all started
I know you dint get a word of this while some you farted
So i ask you to read this again
and feel the pain that life thwarted
and then you would realize that it was all about impatience
impatience which is now the new patience

A patience which even homer simpson thinks is patience
I still let my skull fiddle and my mind twiddle
cause it never was easy it never will be...

~Harsha

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